It’s been ages since I last met her. But I remember her vividly; her brown skin, soft texture, her smell and her never ending love. Her memories are all I have.
We are so far from each other but our soul is too close. I have never touched her body but her soul is embodied with mine. Yes, we have individual hearts but rhythms of beats are same. Yes, we don’t meet often but she is the one who comes in my dream every night.
Being in a long distance relationship is not an easy task; one goes through a lot of hurdles to maintain it. Amidst doubts, all I have is trust bestowed on her. Albeit I trust her very much, but sometimes, I become a possessive lover. Isn't it obvious, when you have such a beautiful lover who is so far away from you.
Sometimes, I think, What if she forgets me? What if she finds someone better? And although , I never utter a word about my insecurities but she somehow understands and gets hurt. I don’t know how , but I think telepathy works in our case .
To show her anger, she hurts herself, sometimes, she tear herself apart and sometimes, she remains hungry for days and turns herself weak and dry. And then I howl with pain and weep my heart out to her and that is when it rains. I do it because I know my tears have the power to heal her. She, like a mad and insecure lover, soaks my tears and takes every inch of my pain inside her. And when she gets wet, she smells marvellous; her aroma fills the entire universe with magic and next morning, she blushes hard, making everyone envious of her beauty and then I smile brightly with pride, that she belongs to me.
There are times, when I adore her while she is asleep from distance away. I know she is afraid of darkness that is why I lit all the lights of my home, so she wouldn’t be afraid anymore. Yes, she looks alluring at night. When she sleeps in peace, I feel pleasure in guarding her and protecting her from the evils of this world and sometimes, when she catches me looking at her. She smiles like a little girl who waits for her prince charming and she knows one day her prince charming will arrive and that would be the day, when they will be together till eternity.
So far yet so close
lustful yet so pure
too far to be with each other
but our love is hard to wither
we are two ends of this universe
I am the Sky and she is the Earth.
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